Long Night.

Watched two movies today with the coolest.

Venting Much?

For the past weeks of school. I've been trying VERY hard to be make myself happy and being myself. But really I'm not.. If you guys think I wasn't sad at once at school then dam. I'm a good actor.

Dude I think I actually have some issues about life and its like bugging the hell out of me. Like I'm trying to understand why the heck I don't got the same feeling that I had last year. And I'm trying to understand why i hate being at home and rather to be school? *No issues with the parents btw) What the heck? I don't understand why i've been swearing a lot in school and not hanging out with my old friends as I did before. Did like the wrestling camp took the life out of me or something?!?!. I feel like im not even the same Deirman than i knew before. Im mentally getting weaker and weaker now and like I thought I'm like the happiest person there is??!?! Where the heck did it all go.. Home is not the place to be when your in my position.. Having no one to talk to you. Is there some type of reason why this happen to me? . Its basically boring... I believe that I'm starting to have no social life?? but the weird this is when I'm at school im starting to lose touch on what i had before. Well pretty gay because now i don't even talk to my so call bestfriend S____ maybe because she has her hands full with her boyfriend? but why blame her though maybe shes having a ACTUALLY better life than me? I FEEL LIKE CRAP RIGHT NOW WHY IS THAT? I shouldn't be hiding this feeling right now but im sorry that i never really tell anyone about this because I sometime keep my emotions to myself. I just need someone to talk to -.- hella desperate... I know. Well the other weird thing is im not even sad im just irritated?! ugh what ever. Don't worry about me guys I'm just emotional sick and i guess i need time to think about what I'm doing to myself. I'll try to make myself feel better everyday. Just need someone to talk to make me feel better..

Bali

Bali was the best vacation I've been too. Its great over here. The atmosphere was very interesting. I did a lot of stuff over here, to bad I'm to lazy to type all of it. We stayed in a nice house with a nice caretaker also. We did a lot of tours in the culture of Bali. We BOUGHT A LOT OF STUFF. Went to a nice beach to watch the sunset. MAN! its so awesome. I wish i can one day take you guys with me over here. Well only the people who love the outdoors and nature.

I kind of missed playing my xbox and playing with my pals. I MISS YOU GUYS!! I'm coming home today at 9 pm I think. So if you guys wanna camp out in front of my house sure! go ahead haha. Can't wait to tell you guys everything I did in Bali. Gonna upload some pictures soon also

Taiwan!

Yeah Im on blogspot in the Taiwan Airport. The only thing that sucks was that i can't go on myspace =(. Anyways the flight was pretty cool. They had a t.v screen built in on the seats which was fun. I was playing pong the whole flight. To bad I cant show you a picture =(. The only thing that sucked about the flight was that the food was terriable like forreals. It looks nice but really it doesn't. Well now I gotta wait i think 2 hours for my flight to bali so yeah. I'll try to go on the internet again to give you the updates iight!. Peace

Im Off!

Well I gotta make this blog real quick! before i go. Thanks for all the people that came over i really loved having you guys be there before i leave and yeah =) (Conrad, Brian, Lo, Andrew). Anyways don't text me or call me if you want to pay 5 bucks per minute. And i hope you gets get to watch transformers without me! Okay well I gotta jet now but feel free to look at my videos i created.. IT sucks i know =(

Happy B Day Cassaire

uhh im kind of late posting this hahah but oh well. I had a great time at her house on her party. The dancing.. The MMA fights.. and KARAOKE! was awesome. To bad I had to leave early =(. And I get to see my bestfriend again yee! SHERYL YOUR COOL!. Well the days are getting short.. which sucks because then I'm going to Indonesia soon =(. Just gotta make these last 2 days the best!. W00t

TGIF

Well today was a good day. Even thought it didn't go as plan -.-. WELL! instead I went to dustins house eating baldos and hanging out. Is it just me or my taste in baldos is bad?. Well Ive been going to ALOT of good Mexican restaurants and like comparing to Baldos.. is a big difference.. I feel the SAME way for jamba juice like seriously EVERYONE likes that place that I know but i don't like it? wtf is wrong with me. Well anyways hanging out with Dustin and Andrew was fun. We did a lot of grappling and talking about random stuff. I kinda feel bad for scaring his little sister with killerjo.net. TEE HEE. Well I hope I keep up with blogging so yeah PEACE!

FAIL!

Summer Blogs?

Hmm well i haven't been posting anything on my blog for awhile I guess maybe I should get back into this shit? Well I always wonder who reads theses. And I do have VERY BAD grammar so yeah. Lol. Anyways I'm trying to make a goal for summer which is doing something everyday meaning hanging out with my friends in my house or going like 10 feet away from my house. I guess this goal is solid. I think everyone should do it. Because you know you gotta make this summer worth it!. I'll see if I post any more blogs I hope in the mean time.

Ryan Leslie anyone?

DAMIT

Man I really need to post new blogs for once! SHEESH. Theres like really nothing exciting in going on in the moment. Sorry. I wish I can post blogs about my life but the truth is really. IM LAZY. Man lunch getting boring by each day. And the school year is getting shorter also. Right now I'm planing on what to do for the summer already lol. I HOPE! nothing bad happens later in the months.

Oh yeah.. I forgot to post a blog about being suspended. Lmao.. well long story i guess. It just all happen by a dumb notebook incident. So yeah. I guess thats something to say to the world eh?

Oh man.

Man I need to start updating my blog man. Well today seem gay but in the end it was DOPE!. haha The varsity destroyed bencia. W00t W00t. but the gay side of this i didn't get a match. So yeah I guess I'm a typical bench warmer this year. And yeah i suck ass like forreals. Speaking of sucking ass. I saw B.J Penn owning like hella people on the UFC. Hella inspirational. To bad I'm not a prodigy like him


Lmao.. funny

Medal Of Honor

Did anyone know that I wont my first medal =D. Even though its second place its still good at least right?. Haha. Well i guess this is my first blog post on 09 and my start of this year was better than ever =D. I haven't seen all my friends since like LAST YEAR. Dang.. haha. But man I just hope i can accomplish something though right now haha.

The first picture this year =D